I am not...
I am realizing more and more that I am not and never really was a scholar, not in the sense that academics are, gathering interesting facts in enormous detail. Nor am I a journalist, nor an activist. Nor a preacher. I only aspire in some lifetime to become a lover of God. I would just like to be like this description of a Vaishnava by my parama guru, Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakur: vaiṣṇava dehete thāke śrī-kṛṣṇera śakti | sei deha sparśe anye haya kṛṣṇa-bhakti ||52|| Krishna’s potencies take up residence in the Vaishnava’s body so that by merely touching him, one develops devotion to Krishna. vaiṣṇava adharāmṛta āra pada jala | vaiṣṇavera pada-rajaḥ tina mahā-bala ||53|| The remnants of the Vaishnava’s food, water that has washed his feet, dust from his lotus feet—these are three powerful spiritual substances. vaiṣṇava-nikaṭe yadi baise kata-kṣaṇa | deha haite haya kṛṣṇa-śakti niḥsaraṇa ||54|| If one should sit near a Vaishnava for a few moments, he will feel the ...