VMA 1.93 : Mother Vrindavan! Take me to your bosom!

Vrinda Devi in Kamyavan jānann apy amṛtaṁ vihāya garalaṁ bhuñje svayaṁ bandhanam apy ārti-vrāta-nibandhanaṁ dṛḍhataraṁ kurve sudṛk svandhavat | śrī-vṛndāṭavi mātar ekam iha maj-jīvātur asti svayaṁ yat tvaṁ sneha-mayī vikṛṣya janatāṁ svāṅkaṁ samāneṣyasi ||1.93|| In full knowledge, I reject nectar and drink poison. I bind myself more tightly though the bonds cause me nothing but distress; I am as one with sight who blinds himself. O Mother Vrindavan! I have only one hope for survival: that you, being affectionate to me, drag my kinsfolk away from me, and take me into your bosom. Commentary We have been talking about the adhikāra for Braja-vāsa sādhanā and in the last commentary I said that the qualifications for Braja-vāsa are very similar to those prescribed for the jnāna-mārga . One of those qualifications being the freedom from desires for happiness in this world or the next, another being "the desire for liberation" ( mumukṣutva ). I al...